Enjoying being a slob recently. Not doing anything but hanging out with Dan and close friends. Very fun but I need a change so I am starting the Gym in two weeks  (when I get back from Rome) if anyone wants to join me please speak up, some moral support would be much appreciated. One main trigger for this was receiving a valentines card from my HILARIOUS father that had this written on the front: "God, I know you can't make me thin so please give me fat friends."  Very funny. Thanks Dad.

In other news  I just watched The Departed and it was awesome.

Excited about this: http://www.guesthousebeldes.com/

It's where me and Dan are staying in Rome! I can't believe we get to escape to this place so soon, very very happy about this. Also very pleased that I got Valentines day off work even though secretly I hate the whole thing about valentines day, so fucking stupid but I guess a part of me must enjoy it seeing as I go along with it every single year since I can remember...

In other news, I am seriously so miserable at the minute with my jobs. The fact the cunt who pushed me, screamed at me and made me cry, won 'employee of the month' award makes me sick. How is that fair? Whenever I'm at either of my jobs it's never as bad as I think it's going to be but I still get so down about it, which is stupid because A LOT of people have it much much worse than me. It's caused me to completely lose my appetite and smoke disgusting amounts. (est. pouch of baccy every two/three days) which, in conclusion, has also made me broke. I had almost £300 the other day and after one day in town I looked at my balance and it had gone down to £80. Fuck. Need to stop doing that...

I still haven't heard anything from any of my Uni choices... fuck everything. If I don't get out of Brighton this year I will kill myself.
p.s I RULE AT 'CALL OF DUTY'

Bye.

So a lot has happened since I last updated.

Dan went on his England tour so me, Mad and Marina made sure we went to as many of the shows as possible. The London and Brighton shows were awesome and quite overwhelming, shows were selling out and everyone screaming along was amazing. After the London show we all missioned it to Brixton for the Kerrang after show party, it was sweet seeing everyone there and I got absolutely hammered off one and a half K ciders and some weed. (Cheap date.) We went on the BMTH bus for a bit (which is so nice!) and then headed back to Architects bus and carried on smoking till the early hours of the morrrrn. Arrived in Brighton and was desperate to wash, headed home and returned to the venue ready for hair of the dog time. The Brighton show was brilliant and then everyone headed to the after show party at Audio that I managed to organise (stressssfffulll!!!) but very successful. Emotions were running high because Misery Signals and Textbook Tragedy were all heading home back to America/canada. It was really sweet/sad with everyone saying bye etc. 

Since then me and Dan haven't really left each others side. It's so nice to have him to myself and we've been catching up with new Lost and 24, both awesome but Lost just stresses me out!!! OH and I don't know if  I've mentioned it on here yet but Dan and I are going to Rome this month for Valentines! I'm so so so excited we booked our hotel last night and it looks amazing.

Work tonight- arrrugh!

SEE YA