Excited about this: http://www.guesthousebeldes.com/

It's where me and Dan are staying in Rome! I can't believe we get to escape to this place so soon, very very happy about this. Also very pleased that I got Valentines day off work even though secretly I hate the whole thing about valentines day, so fucking stupid but I guess a part of me must enjoy it seeing as I go along with it every single year since I can remember...

In other news, I am seriously so miserable at the minute with my jobs. The fact the cunt who pushed me, screamed at me and made me cry, won 'employee of the month' award makes me sick. How is that fair? Whenever I'm at either of my jobs it's never as bad as I think it's going to be but I still get so down about it, which is stupid because A LOT of people have it much much worse than me. It's caused me to completely lose my appetite and smoke disgusting amounts. (est. pouch of baccy every two/three days) which, in conclusion, has also made me broke. I had almost £300 the other day and after one day in town I looked at my balance and it had gone down to £80. Fuck. Need to stop doing that...

I still haven't heard anything from any of my Uni choices... fuck everything. If I don't get out of Brighton this year I will kill myself.
p.s I RULE AT 'CALL OF DUTY'

Bye.